I have been fostering the most amazing dog for the past 4 months. She is from brookhayven animal shelter. She was severely abused and originally from the puppy mill. I am no longer able to keep her when June come around. The organization I work for it having some problems right now and if we do not find some place to put this wonderful dog she will be going back to the shelter where they will most likely kill her. (They are a HIGH KILL shelter)

My girl Kendra is a wonderful dog. She is not great with other dog so she would do best in a single dog home. She is great on a leash and does not pull. She loves to sleep in her crate and just be by your side all day. She would do best in a home where she can get walked at least 20-30 minutes a day. She does know a bunch of tricks and she is more than willing to learn more! Currently she knows crawl, up (she stands up on her back paws), lay down, stay, sit, paw, alternate paws.

Does anyone know a person or family who is looking to adopt a dog please please tell me. She is great around kids. I have her baby sit a 3 month old with me. She just sits next to him she is the most perfect dog. Please help!

Hey Guys,
its been an insanely long time since Ive been on this site and I feel pretty guilty about it but there have been a lot of thing that have been happening...


First I had my compt Fdisked to make it work faster. Sadly my compt is so old that i really dont think there is anything that can be done for it. Its really unhappy that Im asking it to play newer games. Poor thing. It would be very happy being with my mom who just wants to surf the internet.

Second. Ive had to put down my dog .... she was 15-16 years old >.< My mom and I have been talking about this for a while. Im sure Ive posted up things about it. She was getting much worse. It was one of those situations that we didnt wanna see what was happening to her, and how the cancer was eating her up. But we took a trip to niagra falls. We had to come home early because my grandma was getting worse in the hospital. Just as we got home my dog couldnt even stand up, so we took her on Monday morning.

The next morning, my grandpa called from Russia and told us that my grandma died. Its horrible we have one thing after another in my house as always. I feel so guilty (but death wouldnt be death without the guilt). I wish I could've been her one last time before she passed away she was such an amazing person. My grandpa was allowed to her one last time on his birthday, and he spoke to her and that must've given her the go ahead to just let go. >.< Its horrible, she died on my grandpa's birthday. So mom had to make an emergency trip to Russia.


When she left I was felt all alone in the house it was so weird and kinda scary to be that alone. I didnt realize how much Rosie added to that house until there was just no one. On top of that I had to deal with a the bank and lawyers to get the refinancing done on the house. That was about three days worth of stress...*takes a deep breath*


Sadly I couldnt go to Russia to see my grandpa but we are going to try to get him to come to america and live with us here. So hopefully I will see him soon. I ran away to Virginia to be with Tom and just hid away from all the stress that is happening.


I went to the massage therapist today. The girl said my muscles were so tight they felt like bones, and I have nerve damage from all the stress.


There's of course more going on... but thats for another time

Hey guys I know its been forever since my last post... but I always feel like I either have too much to tell or no,brthing at all so I always end up not writting but I've been keeping updated on everyone's journals!

My summer has been one crazy right ... I've been on a plane ... Ive already lost count how many times. Germany was amazing! Virginia was relaxing ... Russia was family time ^.^ Odessa was Mind BLOWING!! Then Virginia again which is interesting... My facebook has all the pictures on how everything is going...so if you guys would like to see my adventures its all up there. I especially recommend looking at the wedding I went to in Odessa... 100,000$ wedding it was ...well if any of you have been those shows "wedding planning for the rich" picture everything you saw in those shows combined into one wedding and more thats how it was. Only the pictures can explain how good it was!

Right now I'm back in Virginia with Tom. Which like I saw before its very interesting. The first time I saw Tom back in Northport I really liked him again .... Even when I came down to VA the first time in may I started to think that I might be getting attached to him... but now im not so certain. I dont feel like I can trust him >.< I mean the three times be broke up with me when I was high school when I really did love him makes me feel like the carpet is gonna get ripped out from under me again this time. And I know he has changed but I cant convince myself that its safe to like him ... grrr! and its frustrating cause he is an awesome guy... sigh anyone have any suggestions?